The honest Truth.

I have always attempted to be honest in this blog. Honest.. Transparent..
Simply wondering.. how much of my heart should I be putting out there?

Going through a strange time...

Don't truly feel like going into it.. But in an attempt to get some of it out there.. here's a response a good friend sent me a few days ago.. somehow, again, pointing That Way. (Thank you)



Cindy remember when we meet the Lord we fall in Love and then we feel the honeymoon is over with Jesus, and thank God because we would never know his many other sides. Likehow he doesn't push you to be something your not. I felt what you are going through, but look at it like ok so i don't feel it now, i realized something though. That my sins of now later and the past have been attoned for. Your heart however and the real life business of Living with Jesus is not a simple one mainly because you have to deal with the Fact that in your callousness and and unrepentant heart you have tasted Jesus, not looked at not heard about not pondered but really tasted and no one can take that away from you.

Remember he is a Father and is not this tyranically demanding father, if he were why give choice in the first place?Realize that the times when you feel this way it's a low from the Highs and that's why when you read about the lives of Moses, Elijah, Noah , Jonah and so on and so on, you read about their low's

I mean Cindy Jeremiah for crying out loud said

Jeremiah 20:9
Then I said, I will not make mention of him, nor speak any more in his name. But his word was in mine heart as a burning fire shut up in my bones, and I was weary with forbearing, and I could not stay.

He got fed up.

James 5:17
Elijah was a man subject to like passions as we are...

Your not slipping but know it is now where the living of what you have been taught despite your past history of complete extremism, Jesus wants to rid you of that kind of faith, and create in you a quiet strong assuredness. That means giving you the knowledge of him and facing trials of ambivalence, but it is your Job to remember the character of this God Called Jesus, who often times put his friends the disciples in a boats heading into a storm lol, and he knew about it.

last verse
Isaiah 50:10
Who is among you that feareth the LORD, that obeyeth the voice of his servant, that walketh in--- darkness---, and hath no light? let him trust in the name of the LORD, and stay upon his God.