Thoughts...

Again, yearning..

Trying to discern what it is... Trying to figure out why I feel a craving in my soul. Can't quite explain it. Can't put my finger on it.

This is the second time I feel this way. As though something needs to be filled, and I ache to find it.

This ache.. this void.. brings me to tears.

I always try to hold tight to the love Jesus has shown me since day one.. In these moments of craving, I am not sure if what I feel is silence, or distance.. I can't describe it.

I wait for guidance, I remind myself to trust that he is still there, I 'clutch' to his love and I search.. and maybe that is exactly what He wants..